So I was just here reading through my old post about my ex and I realized that I used the same terminology "gift from God" to describe him as I do my current friend.  However this relationship that I am in now is totally different, feels different and I have my parents blessings eventhough he said that he wasn't saved (which to be quite honest I think he might be confused..but okay)  I mean my dad likes him and my mom likes him and my older sister likes him..me I like him too but I am still watching and waiting to see what happens.

Well I sprained my ankle this past Sunday running after this little girl who ran out of my classroom. It hurt so bad! Well when it first happened i didn't feel any pain but by the end of the day I had to think before I took a step.  I have never felt such horrible pain in my life, and i now have a new appreciation for my foot!  Since I work in a playroom with Autistic children one on one and it can get pretty rowdy and active i decided to take the week off to let this thing heal properly.  Currently I am not in any pain...okay well a little bit but compared to Sunday I feel like I have my foot back.  I spent half the day in the ER on Monday to get x-ray's to make sure nothin was broken and nuthin was.

For some reason right now I am starting to feel a little sleepy.  I find it odd and annoying.  Anyway, God has me on this different path of late.  Well I guess no I know it is that I am on the path to my destiny.  I was starting to get a little off track which why i guess the lord allowed me to sprain my ankle, so that I could rest and get back on track.   I am not dating anyone at the moment but sometimes I wouldn't mind having someone.Well thats all for now.  Who knows when I will post again.

 

 

Well, I know of only one person who still reads this, but it is still an outlet for me to express my thoughts, feelings and emotions.  Thursday was the first family holiday without my grandma and everything went well until we went to the cemetry to see her headstone the next day.  Then it went all down hill for me from there.  I am still trying to recover emotionally from that visit.  I didn't want to go but everyone was going so I had no choice.  I knew I was going to cry and I did. The tears just kept coming. I felt her loss even deeper than the first time.  Eventhough I know that I will see her again in the resurrection  it is still so painful for me.  I miss her a lot.  Especially since my sister is pregnant and she is not her to share in the joy of her second great-grand being born.

In light news, I have a new boyfriend!   It has been an interesting relationship because he lives in Jamaica W.I. and I met him when I went on vacation and we have been talking since then.  My phone bill as been out of this world but hey thank-God for a good job.  He says he loves me which when he first told me I was like   and then  .  I was so shocked I asked him to repeat what he said like three times!  I couldn't believe it really and I kind of still can't believe that he has such strong feelings for me since we literally only spent one day together on a personal basis.  He was like he's not looking for no one else because he knows that I am the one for him and that I mean the world to him and again I was like .  So we will see where this really goes only the Lord He really knows.  Right now though my main focus is building the business that Lord blessed me with and going to Grad School.  I have one plan to show tomorrow YAY!  meaning I am sharing the business opportunity with someone tomorrow and good things happen when you show the plan so I am excited about that. 

I just finished taking a practice GRE and boy was it not so good 420 on Verbal and 330 on Math so now I am going to go study study study because although the school I am applying to doesn't really care what you get on it they just want you take it, I still want to do really well.